Let me recount
The different ways I have hung,
Let them play out again
And again
Let me pass through this life, this cave
Undisturbed as the cave itself,
And dip, like the sun,
Into a body
The sweat on my back as I lie
Awake, paranoid
I want to know
What could keep a life afloat
For I would sooner drown, throw my neck into the blue,
Than stop asking things of you
And is it truly wrong to want?
To want one untouched day,
To want to burn like a star into the night
To become one harmonious piece of the day
But judgment waits,
Roadside, palms burning
As light meets water, and water meets wax